I Was Useful Without Being Future

I wanted to write in detail the life that has led me to live moments that I never thought I would live, especially with a desire like the one that I had when starting a relationship.
I went from one personality to another after a story was pretended and outright judged as much by my civil lawyer for what could be the end of this story. After this last step I have had way too many ideas in my head. One that came back to me too often.
Is It because of the child? I am not the father. I couldn't explain to myself the steps taken by this lawyer and how she knows how to base herself on asking me for payment for steps that have never been legally effective for me. Rather, I was in default on my formal notice to finish..

Without principles. It's my story.

I have named myself, Mickey, a young musician from Central Africa, Cameroon who's following the adventures of life with his family, will face a reality other than the one he believed when he met Cassou, his new companion. Mickey is going to want a relationship believing it will do better for him and for the talks, he often has with his family concerning his own family.
Without better defining himself of this life which will almost cost him his freedom later on. Yet Mickey loved his life and his solitude. The times of those days were pleasant when he found himself facing his hobbies. At this moment, time didn't matter anymore and loneliness was very far from his ideas. This new relationship shows him a different reality than the one he usually had.