February

Just a few short days ago I was happy and in love with Malcolm Miller. The guy I met and dated for the month of January. He put me on a plane a few days ago to come home so that I would follow the rules my Grams set in play from her silent auction. He loves me, too, and I can't wrap my head around why he is playing by the rules. Malcolm is an amazing guy and I could see myself marrying him. That is what my Grams wanted, so why should I continue with meeting nine other men? I don't want to go off and date other men for the next nine months. I have no intention of getting on another plane to fly off to meet Hawk Evans. My heart is in a million pieces right now. Grams can forget it. I am staying at home. Hawk Evans can find someone else to date.